HOW GAY

I guess my blog IS very important to me.
IT just IS.
no matter how much I wanna pretend its NOT IT IS.
But I always think it sucks. POST AFTER POST.
SUCK SUCK SUCK.
so i keep trying to improve and be better.
in all things.
in every aspect.
a better friend.
a better wife.
a better mom.
a better sister.
a better I.
BETTER!
I want to be BUTTER!
is anything better than butter?

butter is smooth.
not rough.

I will be smooth.
and sometimes relationships just end.