Wednesday, January 31, 2007

my brain is sick


here is the pineapple upside down cake picture i said I would post.
is it everything you imagined?
I also had some decaf coffee this evening.

I wanna see ALPHA DOG.
is there a problem with that?
yes seems so.

maybe I dont want to go to the GYM tomorrow.

i dont remember the last time I drank wine.
its that I am afraid I will puke.

EARLIER!
i was eating some now or laters and
tootsie rolls and I made believe that I had medical reasons to be eating all that candy at that exact time. Like a doctor told me to do it.
why think up that?
HI I am a person that likes to pretend to have a medical condition that requires sugar consumption in taffy form.
its more fun like that.

I tivoed AMERICAN IDOL like a queer so I will go watch that now.

SUCKS


I am sleepy.
I will post some pictures of my finished pineapple upside down cake in a few hours.
It turned out PERFECT and I DO LOVE IT.

for awhile I was getting about 90 some HITS a day on this HERE blog!
and now it seems to have dropped down a bit. to like 80.
makes sense cause this is some booooooring crap.

have you been watching AMERICAN IDOl!?
I have and I think it SUCKS! the only part I like is SIMON.
I could watch an entire show justa bout HIM.
I heart arrogant jerks.

I want the new RED HOT CHILI PEPEERS CD!
I heard its the BOMB!
hahahhahahahahhahahahahhahaha

someone has owed me 100 bucks for like a YEAR NOW and I swear on my LIFE I am goign to get that fucking money TODAY.
its getting embarassing.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Save me, Im together with your plan


hi there! I made a pineapple UPSIDE DOWN CAK!E!!
I am soooo excited.
to be HONEST I am not really even sure I like that kind of cake.
I dont remember.

I started this post off feeling enthused and READY TO GO and now I feel kinda the opposite.

bizarre.

FOR ALL THE LAUGHS AND FOR ALL THE YEARS


HAHAHA ME AND JANET ARE FUNNY.
SO I am so dumb cause I missed my HAIR APPT last week!
GRRR AGH!
when I had a job I ALWAYS CALLED IN SICK.
sometimes I would make up HUGE LIES about ridiculous thing and tires were punctured.
thats really uncool.
i love to clean my coffee pot with vinegar.
vinegar is awesome. you should buy some today.
and have some fun.
today I feel great.
and thankful.
I should be very careful not to slip in the shower.
LOVE KATHRYN!

Monday, January 29, 2007

I am goign to let the everythign SPIN


WHAT CAN I SAY TO MY BLOG TO SHOW TO MY BLOG THAT I JUST DONT CARE?!
hmmmmmmm
MY FEET STINK I THINK CAUSE I WORE SHOES WITHOOT SOCKS.
myabe I shoudl CARE about THAT.
MABYE I SHOULD WORRY ABUOT WHAT YOU THIKN ABTUO EM AND ABOUT YM BLOG-O-ROONEY TOONEY
one time I MET MICKEY ROONEY
AND HIS LOOKALIKE!
THE REAL MICKEY ROONEY WAS AT LIKE A TCBY yogurt or SOMEHTING LIKE TAHT1!?
I FORGOT BUT I DO RECALLL THAT III WAS WITH MY DAD.
I miss my dad.
I miss all the men in my life.
they all suck though. (just kidding)
so do the WOMEN! LIKE MY MOMHAHHAHA GET IT!?
my poor mom.
she is sooo clueless about everything
I shoudl not HATE her.
I need to remember taht OVEL WILL TON FIAL!
actually I dont remember the last time I talked to my mom.
but that doesnt necessarilymean that its been that LONG of a time.

and for UPTOTHEMINUTEWHATKATHRYNHEARS PORTION OF THIS POST:
my son just yelled from donw STAIRs to the UPSTAIRS,
"ARE YOU GETTIN MY JUICE OR WHAT!?"


BUT HEY! I met the mickey rooney lookalike IN a grocery store about ONE MILLION TIMES CAUSE I WOKRDE THEER AND EH SHOPPED THEER@!!
so awesome.

sorry but my blog is a such a poor representation of myself.

what can I say?

I AM TOTALLY BUMMED OUT


made toast, hard boiled eggs, and turkey bacon for breakfast.
sounds good doesnt it.
I cant decide what to do with my winnings from last night.
buy some face soap?
some paper towels?
it will only go so far.
i have laundry coming out of my ASS AROUND HERE!
I HATE IT!
I HATE CLOTHES.
and ZITS!
I feel like complaining and crying right now about all the things that I can think of worth complaining and crying about.
BUT all that will do is make me selfish and pathetic.
wow.
where is this coming from?
I could NOT sleep last night.
I just thought about how I couldnt get to sleep.
and how I wasnt even SLEEPY!

can I borrow some pills???

I need to be real careful about what I say. and HOW I say it.
and I need to be cautious with even my thoughts.

cant believe any of this.

I feel ok.
remember.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

its fine


its unfunny and funny how things turn out.
I am a control freak.
it sucks.

Lucky me won 150 BUCKS AT THE BINGO PARLOR
BUT I think I was supposed to get TWO HUNDRED AND FIFTY!
so looks like I got ripped off.

and today in church the message was simple.
LOVE WILL NOT FAIL.
that sounds good to me.

check my style out


HI. do you miss me??
I miss me.
and you should misss me too.
and also you should care about the following:
I had one thousand cupcakes, a rum and coke, and some nachos tonight.
cause I party pretty hard.
that led to a KILLLLER BAD BELLY ACHE!
too much sugar i guessed.
SO I RUSHED MYSELF HOME TO SMOKE SOME POT.
now I feeeel all better.
I rush around a lot.
maybe I will eat another cupcake.
no. I wont even!
just sounded like good writting material. no?
cupcake=yucky feeling
I am sure its just temp. problem.
I will b up to ANOTHER cupcake by 4 am. I'm sure.

Ive been thinking that I should go play some BINGO with my gramma.
sounds like fun. and I am feeling lucky.
but not too lucky.
YOU KNOW WHAT?!
I feel normal.


do you like my toes?

Friday, January 26, 2007

this is a touchy subject


Because I was feeling bored I made myself a piece of toast.
then I felt fat AND bored.
I also drank an entire can of soda!
usually I like to only drink half and leave the rest to go to waste.
also today I wasted a whole pack of sliced mushrooms.
$2.69 down the drain.

This is the second Friday in a row that I have watched reality TV.
i wonder if I will keep that up.

wrong number phone calls mess me on up for at least an hour after it occurs.
i cant get over it.
I will continue to ask myslef questions about it.
who did they ask for again?
Sergio?
well there is nobody here by that name.
why did Sergio give tht person my number??
is this a prank call?
did they say another name?
did sergio have my number before i did?
will they call back again?
is that his girlfriend?
is she mad?

wrong number calls are exciting.
and sometimes the wrong number callers ID will pop up "PRISON" on my ID thing and thats even MORE curious.

my uncle used to try to make friends with wrong number callers.
I think he was mostly drunk though.
and convinced he was being spied on.
crazy.

LETS GET CRACKIN'


i am so stresssed out.
thats pretty much the situation here for me.
streessssin.
everybody is.
thats stressful.
everyone being stresssssed is stressful.
YOU STRESS ME OUT.
and SHE DOES TOO.
and HIM.

and I would like to go back and talk about the grim reaper in my dream, he liked passed me in a hallway or something and I was being all jokey to him and said something like "YOU ARENT HERE FOR ME hahaheehee hee hee ha" like that THEN I ran away and it was cool cause a crowd of people got in his way and he simply lost me in the crowd and then I was worried he would find me again.
great.
and the other day I also had a dreamy about this HUUUUUGE WHITE FLUFFY OWL flyng around and it started to charge at me and was SWOOOPING down with it LARGE talons.
and MORE stuff involving a river!!!!!!!

I cant tell anymore dream info CUZ maybe the symbols are too obvious and I dont wannna just hand out my life story or whatever dreams say to all you RANDOM LUNATICS!
so I will just fucking go!
screw off blog.

does it sound like I am in a bad mood?
cause I'm not.
can I be stressed and still be in a good mood?
yes.
the answer is YES.

WHAT DOES ONE EGG SAY TO ANOTHER?


I have some jeans that just dont quite fit over my thighs and ass.
it makes no sense.
they used to fit well.
I have been dreaming that I am in high schooL AND on the run!
running from the grim reaper.
scarry I know.
and its hard to find a good reliable friend in my dreams.

right now I am eating some warm peach oatmeal.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

why do you let me go on and on like that?


OH YEAH. I was sitting here and sitting here typing all this shit abit CHOICES and HOW I make good ones and if anyone needs a choice made for them I could really help out.
I MAKE GOOD CHOICES IS WHAT I AM SAYING.
but I deleted all that crap because I dont even wanna share anything with all you drunk and retarded assholes.
at least I hope you are all drunk.
and personally I find drunks to be really super annoying and I like to tell drunk people to FUCK OFF to their faces when they act like assholes.
but comment moderation is on now.
I probably wont approve any comments EVER!
maybe I wont even post anymore.
and yes that IS a threat.
hhahaahaa ha ha ha ha ha

i guess things can change.

that picture was taken a few days ago.

follow me?
probably not you LUSH!

HIS DREAM WAS TO BUILD A GREAT EMPIRE


some of you may already know this but I took a long walk this morning after the gym
The weather was brisk and it felt great and tha sun was just perfect BUT later this EVENING I stared too long at IT cause I am a genius and so my vision was fucked up for a little whiles a few hours ago.
I just cant help it. Once I start to look at the sun I cant stop. I want to SEE IT! its big.
I am sure you know the feeling and can relate on SOME LEVEL!?!?!
I HOPE!
Or not.
I dont care.
I dont have to even BE here!
but anyWHO earlier I took a long walk.
maybe YOU all should go for a LONG walk on a SHORT pier!
have you heard that one before?
HAVE YOU?!


I painted my toes and did a very poor job.

get out of HERE.

inferior, nasty, or disagreeable


TODAY I REALLLLY HATE THAT I WOKE UP AFTER 7:30.
Waking up at 8 is toooo late!
I woke up once this morning at 5:50 i now I know I should have just gotten up and got myself ready.
and my new coffee pot takes like 30 minutes to brew 1/2 a cup of fuckin joe! and I hate that too.
AND I hate having to walk up and down my wood stairs every hour ON the hour throughout the night.
makes me PISSY.
OH I cAn hear it now "but Kathryn YOu aare ALWAYS PISSY."
NO! untrue! I am not.
DAILY I am an upbeat girl and I SING and I DANCE and I EVEN LAUGH. SO SHUT UP!
I just woke up! and i have to leave my house in like 4 minutes!
and I am sweating.



more later.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Hey Bulldog




these dogs are ugly and punk rock.
If I had some MONEY I would buy a puppy today.
Just feeels like one of those days good for buying a new pet.
not a cat.
I have never ever been able to live with a cat in peace and harmony.
does that say something about ME as a person??
but it would be neat if a kitty just landed on my door today.
I would name her peeaches. or tangerine!
my kitty Tangerine.
NO!
I want a puppy and I will name IT Tangerine.
now I am in a mind set.

Monday, January 22, 2007

RADIATING WAVES OF PAIN

does this get any better?
no.
I have lots of piles of things all around that need to be taken care of.
as soon as I can.
my wrist is being a pain. all the way to my thumb. someone should fix it for me.
wanna hear a short story?
LAte one evening I was cruisin in this car.
I was riding shot gun!and this car broke down on some train tracks.
of all things!
and lucky for me a train was on its merry way towards me.
The situation SEEMED DOOMED!
AND SO I JUMPED OUT OF THE VEHICLE!
but then the car started up and I got back in and everything was alright.
CHRISTMAS OF LIKE UH 94 in SANDIEGO.
yeah I also went to the zoo.
what if that car didnt start back up?
maybe it didnt really happen.
maybe it was a joke.
is this my story?

DEAR BUBBA,


I am gonna go have a smoothy with my friend who leaves her gas fireplace burning all day long for nodoby but her CAT.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

put your back into it


i think I have been doing absolutlnothing for about 2 hours now.
what has been going on?
time really is nothing so its ok once inawhile if 2 hours turns into 15 minutes, well maybe 30 minutes.
I have been trying to spend some more time in the downstairs area of the house for a change.
exciting.
you piss me off.

They cant be seen with me and Im getting shot down


I woke up with an ALICE COOPER song stuck in my HEAD.
Just proves to me that I am awesome without effort.
and the message is DONT BE AN A-HOLE.
bye.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

I TRY TO REMEMBER THAT TIME BUT I FORGET


ALSO I wanted to say that I had brussel sprouts and some really good berry punch this evening AND I have always pretty much for the most part enjoyed watching Saturday Night Live basically since I was 3 and so also maybe Hilllary Clinton is gonna be the NEXT PREZ of the USA!
who cares? me?
I am having to work extra hard to keep my eyes OPEN!
how STUPID!

HEE HEE HO HO MO FO


i made some polska kielbasa for dinner.
I like it dipped in mustard with sour crout on the side. SO I guess that makes me POLISH??
is that correct? I know nothing and I have received very little education and I dont think I am sure where I EVEN came from.
what is my origin??? or where??
but yeah uh no.
I have german, irish and english blood.
i think thats how it is but I am not certain.
why am I even on this subject? because of sausage?
OH! YEAH! I do NOW know that when I am ordering Pancakes with Strawberry topping AT DENNYS I have to request that the strawberries be MICROWAVED for a few secs so they dont arrive frozen and turn my brunch into shit.
makes sense.
and last night I decided if I was born Black I would totally HATE on the white people.
I respect that.
and I would fucking KILL EMINEM.
do you like hip hop?

Friday, January 19, 2007

I WAKE UP AND THANK GOD I CREATED YOU


I DONT KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT.
i should eat some cereal.
I picked up some rice krispies with strawberries and have decided its the cereal to die for!!
which BYTHEWAY I LOVE that nicole kidman movie with matt dillon. I saw it like 30 times back in 95. I was 15. and I cut my long long hair to look just like Suzanne Stone Maretto.
I hate when I mention that kinda of junk cause then I feeeel this pressure to ADD some links for all the retards who read my blog i guess.
but heY! fuck you retards. guess what! you are so mistaken cause I am so NOT going to cater to your dumbasses.
but I now I feel guilty so i will probably go back and add a few.
but its only because I used the word retard.
thats not nice.
and I may be somewhat retarded.

I should not even be thinking about eating cereal at this hour.
I might as well brew a pot of coffee and go for a run.

YOURE A BOBBLEHEAD

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i just cleaned my ears with a q-tip. One of my most favorite things to do in this world.
serious!
I got a new bracelet as a GIFT and I really like it and I am pretending that it is made out of a magical stone or something.
it was from my mother.
remember when the BRady Bunch went to AHWAII?! that was funny.
it went on for like 4 episodes.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

today is a day of a million and three epiphanies??

and you should know that this eye picture is annoying to me.
I feel even dumber today than I did yesterday but in much better shape.
BUT I am into thinking that ignorance is bliss and I like being dumb. so let me BE!
oh and while preparing lunch today I felt a whooshy rush of anxiety!
obviously its way funner to just experience things the way I do.
and I had ANOTHER POTATO today. is that bad?
I should move to IDAHO.
OK.
LISTEN I GOTTA GO I am getting totally depressed even sitting here.
NO offense.
i just have this stuff that I want to do and all this stuff I HAVE to do.
and then things like this get in the way.


I get in the way of ME!!

and my heart is actin up again.
so worry about me.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

I HAVE TO SAY I'M NOT 100% OK WITH YOUR TONE


I dont like it when people go on a trip and then feel the need to share alll the details with me.
I dont care if you met goddamn JACKIE CHAN!
and no I dont wanna see your pictures.
unless they are GOOD or of various FOODS.

ok I think something just bit my finger.

i hate how my mom stares at me while I am driving!

MAKES me paranoid.

who am I kidding? I am always PARANOID!

here is me:
WHO GOES THERE?!



goodniight snakehandlers and bitches.

burn your wicked garden to the ground


in my sleep I have been sorry for saying such rude things without thought.
should I be more lady like?
because I AM a lady.
you should hear all the lady like stuff I say in my head.
but ENOUGH ABOUT ME!
sorta.
yesterday I was gonna complain about having to live in the 1900's.
I was gonnna be funnny about it too.
cause I am forced to listen to the radio lately. GET IT!? radio. 1900's.
I dont wannna explain. BUT ANYWAYS I was gonna be witty and stuff and say stuff about stuff and about the commercials sucking and stuff cause they remind me what town I live in or something like that.
I dont know
I cant put 100% of myself into ANYTHING!

this isnt made to make sense to you.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

save the motha fuckin day


I am just trying to post before the next day arrives all for you.
Do you think all I do is think about myself?
yeah I am sooooooooooo shallow.
well go to hell and shit all over your balls.
a lady was SHOKCED TODAY WHEN I TOLD HER MY RIPE AGE OF 27!
she SAID she thought I was 19! but she is a liar.
it all happened in the gym by the weights she asked me a question about the healing process of my my tattoo and I said that I did not remember cause it was like 10 yrs ago. 2-3 weeks to heal?
thats when she asked my age.
and thats when I answered her.
then she gasped and told me that she thought I was 19.
yep.
thats pretty much what happen and I was LIKE YO BITCH I AM FLATTERED!

phewy its 11:58.
that was a CLOSE ONE!


nighty night

Monday, January 15, 2007

MY PRIDE!! WHAT ABOUT MY PRIDE? I WANT MY PRIDE!!


I would really like to leave my house BY 7:30 AM tomorrrow.
is that too much information??
do I talk too much?? I dont wanna looosely give all my details away.
sometimes I dont really feel like talking at all.
its true.
and tomorrow I have made plans to listen to my Im Breathless CD!
now I am getting excited.
ok bye.
sleep like a baby.

I CAN'T LIVE WITH OR WITHOUT THE LETTER "E"


my better judgement is telling me NOT TO POST right now but to just wait and see what I can come up with later on BUT I like to say FUCK OFF to better judgement. and why would I stop saying that NOW today. here. I wont. why accept better judgement?
why even bother to listen to it?
SO I pot. I mean post.

and I think that the sweater I am wearing TODAY makes me smell. so thats good. that should help me along.
maybe its IN my head. the stink.
maybe cause my last name used to be SNELL and that somehow caused me to be tortured as a young child about SMELLING BAD!
kids are moronic fuckheads.
N's are so very different than M's.

ALSO AND AND Martin Luther KING JR's day is a special day to me because many moons ago a lady named PATTY commited suicide in my childhood garage by shooting herself in the face on this day.
I wasnt home though. BUT my cat was. lucked out there.
is today his birthday or some just random appreciation day for him??
I think the answer is birthday.

so whatever now MARTIN LUTHER KING JR reminds me of a crazy heartbroken bitch named PATTY.
tragic.

havent I mentioned this before!?

lets not discuss any of it ANY further.

NONE OF THIS.

this did not happen.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

and you sympathize


I just ate a delicious apple.
I wish it would have been a bigger apple.
my camera charger went balmy tonight. but I think its all better now.
sometimes i do that too.
go completly BALMY but then after a few minutes or sometimes hours I cool down and get all better and normal again.
but I was getting a lil WHACKO myself while my camera charger was being all loco.
SO its like the tables have turned ya know?
so show me some tenderness.
thats the message here.
but that still doesnt make sense.
is it possible that nothing makes sense?
I hope so.
idiot.

ready or what?


mustve slept on my face all wrong last night because my eyelashes are all fucked up today.
I have already been to church and the family in the pew directly infront of us CRIED the entire time.
buncha fuckin teary eyed cry babies.
thats all for now.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

just today I gave a lady 50 cents

the movie that I just finished watching was shouting the words FAG, TITS, PUSSY, DICKS and I maybe even heard RETARD and I know I heard lots of others really bad words too.
and it was hilarious!
but very very offensive too.

I love comedy! its my favorite forever.
Wish I could to say more but I dont know what to say.
I should write a SCREENPLAY.

PICTURE OF ME:

why am I blogging again? weird....

IMAGINE I AM TALKING TO A BRICK WALL

I am a trendsetter.
you should know. I stopped at a school to look at some frozen water today. I felt paranoid i guesss BECAUSE I thought that ALL the folks in the cars driving by were judging me and making fun of me and maybe possibly calling the cops on me but turns out they were all thinking that I was REALLY COOL AND RADICAL AND SO THEY NEEDED TO BE ME SO THEY STOPPED TO LOOK AT THE FROZN' WATER TOO!
tomorrow morning I am goign to do it AGAIN!
I am going to leave for church EXTRA EARLIES just for that purpose.
frozen WATER!
ever notice how sprinklers help along in make life more fun?
sprinklers are awesome.

I made chili tonight.
cause its chilly outside!
HAHAHHAHHAHAAHA

I also make life more fun.

and astrology is entertaining too.
Tonight I read that SCORPIOS born on MY exact birthday NOVEMBER 2ND need to make a serious transformation around age 28 or else.

am I TWENTY SEVEN or TWENTY EIGHT?????

Friday, January 12, 2007

BURN


so that fire I tried to start last night that required a BLOW TORCH was all because I cant follow simply instructions or read.
tonight I tried again and it was a success. it is all about which direction the arrows are pointing.
but I am not serious when I say I cant follow instructions or read. because OBVIOUSLY I CAN.
the fire is out now.

dont take this personally but I make you sick


last night was for sure not a good night of sleep. or should I say two nights ago cause now its already tomorrow. or? wait...I dont know. why do I have to be so exact?
I guess I just like to be real. man.
like sometimes if I say I am goign to be doing something on my blog and I end up NOT doing it i feel like a LIAR or something.
but now that I got that out n the open I wont feel so bad anymore. understand?
every muscle in my body is sore.
my ass especially.
I am sure you think thats just terrrific.
this is terrific too-my internet connection was OFF for about 10 minutes earlier and that SUCKED for me ONLY cause I was SURE it was never gonna return.

Took a pointless nap today and i think that me and naps are done for awhile. its just not working out.
My naptime dreams are just a little too real for my taste and when I wake up I cant get it straight in this world.
but i felt soooo sleepy.
and now look. I cant sleep at all.
interesting isnt it?
and my eating habits are all wrong too.

I tried to start a fire in my fireplace with one of those instant fire logs and it did not work at all.
a torch had to be brought out.
yesterday I had to go to the store to buy some tampons and I was truly pissed off about the whole thing.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

If she liked me any more, she'd sic the dogs on me


Lets bring up DAvid Letterman. I love him. If I ever met him I would act like the biggest fucking turkey!
and he would be unimpressed and think I was a dumb country westerner.
god I love OKLAHOMA!
I want that on DVD! tomorrow. or sometime soon. I watched that over and over again when I was a little girl.
I was cute.
but now I dont even remember what the fudge this is about!
what is happening with my memories??
are YOU STEALING THEM FROM ME?!?!
but yeah so DAVID LETTERMAN is someone that I'd like to party with.

i blog too much. its embarassing.

LOSERS INC.


LOOK AT ME SITTING AT A TABLE BEING GOOD COMPANY.
SMILING AND LAUGHING.
so
i think it is a miracle that I came up with a somewhat ok outfit.
my sleeve does has a small hole and there is a hole somewhere else too I remember seeing it.
hopefully they wont get too much bigger.
but FUCK I think I look nice enough to eat!
just kidding.

because I have my attitude problem.

I have not a clue what I will wear today besides my GYM clothes. its cold out. and windy. all my clothes are thrown about the place. I am fifteen.
I should hang some posters up from my TEEN BEAT magazine.
I went to a cigarette store a few minutes ago. IT WAS BITCHIN.
old ladies were in there hanging out talking about the good old days when their friends were alive and they had jobs
I guess thats what they were talking about.
I bought a candy bar.
I cant seem to get enough candy.
STILL!
I am trying to win the lottery and it would be great if I did cuz I would giv lots of my money away.
and maybe I would start up like a club and then I would have a clubhouse built and you all could be in my club if you want.
meetings would include things like eating candy, smoking pot and maybe some drinks.
we would also talk about celebrities, religion, astronomy and astrology.
and play some competitive games.

OH!
today in yoga I noticed that it was obvious that I was doing the 2nd best job.

MY FATHER YELLS WHATCHA GONNA DO WITH YOUR LIFE


uuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I am not sure why I am blogging cause I really really have nothing interesting to say.
not saying that I ever have anything interesting to say.
it is all the same.
yesterday was so great. I had a headache but it was still so GREAT.
there are these times that I feel so great that I am like HELLS YEAH THIS IS WHERE I WANNA BE AND WHERE I WANNA STAY and when I die and get to choose a moment to live in for eternity THIS WILL BE IT HERE.
I like those moments. but thats probably not really how it will all happen when death comes.
we probably just die and then thats it. gone.
oooooo I am thinking today.
its stupid to get home from eating lunch OUT and then YOu get your mails and open it all up and your end uo opening a COUPON for the PLACE YOU JUST HAD LUNCH AT!
now I have to go back there to eat.
I am so sick of BILLS AND MONEYS and ALL THAT $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ CRAP! makes every thing so unfun.
i have to do household chores now.
might as well.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

did nothing but smoke mass amounts of grassss


blogger is sucky and stupid and I hate new blogger old blogger bullcrap.
right?
thats lame. what exactly shoudl I do? change to new blogger?
is that what has to be done here?
dont even answer these questions I dont want to hear any answers. they will only confuse me.

I wrote a GOOD post and it disappeared.
It was better than this crap.

I bought me some slimfast cuz I like milkshakes for breakfast.

and I want to be a tobacco farmer.

Monday, January 08, 2007

you little phony


I want to lose 10 lbs.
in 5 weeks.
i am amusing to myself.
so my laptop has no charge I better HURRY and the cord is not around.
i dont even know why I started this post.