STOP the madness cause its not that funny

those were the fun jell-o shots I made for the 4th.
they did not last long and they got the job done. did.
Viewed that teen pregnancy movie JUNO last night for the first and I enjoyed it.
And this morning around 1 am I lost my damn mind while standing in my kitchen
I ate peanut butter with a side of a large brick of chocolate
then finished up w a glass of milk!
WHAT KIND OF NONFUCKINGSENSE is THAT?
that is wrong wrong wrong of me.
AND I have been eating tons of BREAD! like some sort of bread loving JUNKY WHORE!

so now I am leaving for the gym.

oh pleease you and your 4th of july

I have so many more pictures and so many explanations and excuses that its overwhelming
so so so many, SO MAANNNNY
I am reminded that we really need to get to a dodger game. ASAP.
and I will take MORE PICTURES.
thinking about it causes me to feel anxiety.
so why travel down that path? why bother?
i like to rely on my inner clock. very trustworthy.
bugs have been biting me and I swear one bit me on my face.
i wish it would have bit my face OFF.
not really.
i have not been to the GYM for awhile due to all the FUN being had and the having of the fun and that needs to stop.
cause like right now I cant sit here cause like you know
I gotta go have more fun.

fun and challenging

some people want me to blog about my days.
The other day me and the crew went on a FABULOUS HIKE in the HOLLYWOOD HILLS!
Were you there too?
Cause its possible YOU are as cool and hardcore as that.
maybe not.
Hiking is fun and I plan on doing it always and forever or until I hurt myself which ever comes first.
I also had pink berry yogurt the other day for the 1st time EVER and it was like yeah ok whatever bitter yogurt with berries,
but still I should not complain cause it was very enjoyable. i got the plain with green tea. It was refreshing.
We all love non fat yogurt.
what will this weekend be like?
my lights have been dimming and flickering.
hope its just the spirits saying hi and not some bigger problem.
you take care of you and try not to forget about me.

thats what you do

a lot of times when I get back home from the gym I feel like my day is over
but no its not
not even eleven and I still need a shower

I looked online

I imagine those cherries are gone or really really over ripe.
who knows what happened to them.
just some fruit.
I would really like a fruit tree.
I never even blog anymore.
Everything feels so lonely in here.
and fuck this wind, hahahaha.
but really this weather is making me lose my cool.
Yesterday was cool
Raspberries were onsale
I wonder if they will still be tomorrow.
berries ROCK my world.
I have not been in the moood for watermelon since it feels like I should be baking a pumpkin pie.
DO you really wanna know how I Feel?
I FEEL as IF SUMMER is already OVER and done.
? is that true?
did I travel through some sort of black hole of time and land in a dif season and dimension.
cause i could swear it was just may and I already had my base tan in the works.
now I am wearing a sweater.
so does this mean that i really DONT in fact need a lounge chair and a table with a nice umbrella.
well good good good!
BECAUSE those things seem to be unattainable.
and what happened to those cheap rubbery plastic lounge chairs in my grammas backyard?
where can I find some of those?
RITE AIDE? WALGREENS? OSCO?
forget it. forget this blog TOTALLY.

fresh out bum out

hi
I hope you didnt miss me too hard.
or maybe you just forgot alll about me.
this picture is old and i have new but yeah this is what you get so be happy you get it.
i have moved back into my house and its awesome and everything I could EVER WANT but still i want more and I plan on gettingit.
YOU KNOW me.
the weather has not been kind around these parts so I have yet to swim and tan it up
and we all could really use a beach trip like yesterday.
I returned to church this morning and I was well received.
and a little nerdy girl is pregnant. I SCREAMED SHE IS PREGNANT!
she has a fetus living in her belly and its really sad cause she is like 10.
maybe she is 16. maybe 17.
either fucking way she is waaay too young to have a human inside her. gross.
grow up 1st.
I say wait till you are in your 30's.
and even then, THINK HARD.
I am going to go buy some stuff that I need and WANT at the stores.
like HAM and CHEESE and BREAD and a WASHER AND DRYER.

I am afraid to fast forward.

i know that my pics are sim but there are smalls difs and that matters. whatever why am I saying this?
every safewAY/VONS/pavillion or whatever the fuck is the same.
once I was trippin out on some acid and I figured that out.
BUT tivo and DVR are two very different things.
TV really bothers me all together. can cause some real unnecessary problems.
the internet too for THAT MATTER.
so i was like I will miss this liquor aisle
but there are the same liquor aisles EVERYWHERE.
I dont even drink.
I always think about the calories and figure I would rather get high and eat some chocolate.
BUT listen up I want to see public enemies, so bad. DEPP AND BALE! are you fucking kidding me/.1!!
and whats the PEPSI MAX?
diet cola for men? Puh LEEZ!
my apartment and a flaming marshmallow.
speaking of slim shady...?
have you seen him lately?
WTFingH?
and my potato pancakes that were not lying.
they are what they say they are.

hear them with my eyes

SO I found the best cotton summer skirts @ TARGET yesterday.
ONLY $9!
thanks goodness they only had 1 in my size or I would have bought one in every color they had.
and thank goodness it is bright blue.
target is so fun.
they have really cool retro shades too.
We gotta protect those pretty peepers.
what else?
I have been making SMORES lately.
Its all been good and very well BUT
I dont understand why SCOOBY DOO is NEVER On!
In times past it was on every second of every fucking day.
How does something go from that to gone?
Its not an easy thing for me to understand.
HOw hard is it to properly rotate all the cartoons that exist in this universe?
I cant imagine it being that terribly MIND bending difficult.
any one idiot can create a play list.
ITS FUN.
so thats my problem with you right now.
the lack of cartoon variety in my life.
whom do I tell?

its a little stupid.

i am freexing cold right now so my overheated computer feels good on my lap.
why is it so hot? that reallyy ccant be good can it?
its actually starting to burn now.
its been the best mothers day yet.
i had
an omelette
a chocolate fruit kabob
a turkey burger w a delicious salad and some chocolate/vanilla non fat yogurt w peanut butter sauce AND marshmellow sauce and and and and all this other nice stuff.
i have a lot more pictures but my flcker account is always telling me its full and no more pictures are allowed but I just keep loading and loading and not listening and its the craziest thing
LUCKILY ITS A LIAR
trying to get all bossy ir somethingy whatev.
but really maybe some pictures are being erased?
I dont care its not that important.
Been wanting to watch 8 mile for the past few MONTHS and I am sure it wont ever happen unless I put it on a list.
i have a list.
a few lists.
i dont know about this one really. BUt there YA GO!
my feet got realllly dirty today.

I can smell the coffee

Did you know that it is teacher appreciation week? well it is
so Drew and I made some chocolate chip cookies for his teacher.
They are very delicious and I hope she likes them and maybe she could share them with the kids.
I have had 5. maybe 6.
forget about the cookies.
The packing is going on
I think maybe I have packed 4 or 5 boxes and that feels like something.
should be a smooth move.
sorry i have no new news or anything cool to say.
once the sun stays hot around here I will try to get a tan and LEAVE YOU ALONE TOTALLY.
does spf 15 do ANYTHING at all?
I really wish it did.
A lot of girls get spray tanned and it last like 5-7 days then you go again.
I can only afford the sun.
by a very little.