Give Me Another HiT Of that PIXIE DUST!

I am just gonna pretend that I don't have to pee really bad right now.
I swear to Christ that my blog is lame.
I never have anything to say and when I do I just think its stupid and I am stupid.
I thought about bloggging about how college is stupid cause of all the "diversity" bulllshit.
But I don't feel like proving a point. Too much effort and passion would have to be involved.
And then I may just end up sounding stupid.
PLUS I don't have time and I really have to pee.

I could post about how I wish I LIVED in DISNEYLAND! Yes.
And how being back in my town SUCKS.
there is just NO MAGIC!
Just dirt.

I like that song that says "Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind....hmmmm...hmmmm....hmmmmm
Dust in the wind, everything is dust in the wind."
you know the one.

OnlyGodKnows

I can't decide what to do. I am kinda tired so I wanna take a nap, but I also should put some laundry away and straighten up. I should also figure out what to make for dinner. And I kinda wanna go on a trip to Costco.
All this stuff but not enough time. So I sit here and BLOG! silly.
I dreamt of hot air balloon transportation last night. So I think I willl be ok in dream world for now.
Today so far I have played Tennis and eaten some Tiramisu. NOT to shabby.
I guess I will stop trying to think of cool stuff to say on my blog and get on with things.
since I really have nothing to say.

The Darkness

Basically I am scared to sleep.

Lately my dreams are too scary. very real and very horrifying.

I started to tell Tim one and he was all Blah blaha blhahhaBLAH I dont CarE! BUT then he started to hear what I was saying and was ALL OOOOOOOOooooH yeah thats strange.

Yes.

And I just know this is the beginning. They started in the midst of my trip this past weekend.

Just a little reminder I guess that yes fairy tale land DOES exist but SO DOES HELL!

whoa.

It 's all in my mind.



Its just these damn dreams.

I WiSH!

That is a Snow White strawberry thing from Goofy's Kitchen. My FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT!!

Goofy's Kitchen is so GOOD! It is a buffet and everything is D- LISH- US! I get pissed when I get full. I thought about going bulimia style just so I could eat more but I decided that was nota good idea.

my boiled egg and oatmeal breakfast this morning was just CRAP compared to yesterday.



And Minnie totally made out with my son.

ITS ALL GOOD IN DA OC

Alright foolios I thought that I NEEDED NEEDED NEEDED internet access while away. It turns out that I was much to busy with all that the city of Anaheim has to offer. I tried posting the morning of Disneyland but I was causing trouble and I SO did not need any THAT so I just closed it up and headed to breakfast and more.

I have a gazillion pictures and I just can't choose which ones to post. SO I chose a blurry out of focus one. Strange.
I was having trouble photographing the fireworks.

I have been to Disneyland lots of times. LOTS! yes I am bragging.
and this time was the very bestest. HANDS MOTHA FUCKEN DOWN!
sorry for the language but I want you to understand how strongly I feel about this declaration.

IF however I was FORCED to complain I guess I would choose to complain about the hard ass bed I had to endure, and the shitty pillow. But whateva. No worries. ( Drew says "no worries" all the time)
Oh and i did forget my hairbrush, but my hair is quite amazing so it looked fine. I brag too much.
But the magic is in me so no worries.

Yeah That Seems About Right

HOLY FRICKEN COW DREW IS RAMBUNCTIOUS!
Kids can't handle Disneyland excitement.

anyways,
I was able to exchange my camera but now the bastard has to charge.
I believe that things like that should come already charged.
WHAT AN INCONVENIENCE!

So this dude is responsible for my house while I am out of town.

I am not sure if I have made a wise decision. But I don't claim to be all that wise.
I just know he will decided to have a POOL PARTY!!!
I mean there IS a SLIDE!
I guess as long as I don't come home to find dead bodies floating in my pool.
Thats disturbing.

But You Have Been Happy All Day

Last night I got told that I looked pretty.

Thats always nice to hear.

But I don't believe it.



I plan on exchanging my camera today for a better one. Hopefully I won't run into a problem there.

But usually when exchanges go down there is always some employee that has a major problem with the transaction. Like they take it personally.



I need some coffee I am moving at an extremly slow pace today and I have lots to accomplish.

Cause today I am leaving for a Disneyland ADVENTURE!!!!

The Sweetest Thing

o I know like who gives a fuck what kind of candy I am eating BUT I just ate a box of sweethearts and now I am gonna eat some M&M's.
Its like I am 10 with no RULES!
And now it is time to watch that OC kid smoke some grass.

I Have Just ABOUT HAD ENOUGH!

I am just not sure what to expect next.

I am happy January is almost over with.

and I am happy that I have slacked off on my Sweethearts consumption today.

But I seem to have moved on to red, pink, and white M&M's.

That hardly seems like an acomplishment.



but whatever.

My Jaw May Be Damaged

I can not stop eating Sweethearts.
I think in both of these pictures I actually have one in my mouth.


They are so good. And all the silly things they say:
Go Girl
Fax me
So Fine
It's Love
Get Real
Love Life
Lover Boy
All Star
Call Home
Miss You

Those are just some of my favorites.
Inspirational really.
for me.

and hey
LOOK AT ALL THESE BRAS!!!


whoa.

What is the point, really?

Eating lunch by my selfish little self is COOL!
Eating lunch by myself in a cafe where there is internet access is even COOLER!
Blogging about it is the COOLEST!
There are four other people going solo. But I am the only one with a computer.
HA!
I have two books with me too.
this is one of them.

I plan on sitting in my booth for OH ABOUT an hour!

We Were Off the WALL!

Extra Ordinary

I hate HARD Sweethearts.

I hate that I have eaten1000 HARD Sweethearts today.

I hate that computer robot people call my house 1,000 times a day.

I hate that I have like 5 cell phones hanging around my house.

I hate when I am sitting quiet in a room and a cell phone rings and it makes me jump.

ok so....





I was in the grocery store today and this lady that works there was all screaming "OH MARY WON THE LOTTERY!! MARY WON 54 MILLION DOLLARS!! MARY QUIT!! MARY IN THE DELI MARY!! MARY WAS CRYING!! MARY WON THE LOTTERY!!!" and the whole front of the store was all "MARY? WHO IS MARY? SHE WON? 54 MILLION?MARY!!?? MARY IN THE DELI??!!"

GOD it pissed ME OFF! I was all screaming internally "SHUT UP ABOUT MARY! WHO FUCKING CARES ABOUT MARY?!!? NOT ME!! and I bet MARY does NOT appreciate you YELLING ABOUT HER FINANCES to the intire front half of the grocery store!!" But so yeah.

BECAUSE I SAY SO!

Go here.
This lady is pretty amazing. I have her link on my sidebar thingy but she updated today and so...um...yeah.
Enjoy.

Caught Red Handed

I stole a box of candy today.
It had 4 pieces of chocolate inside.
I ate 2 and my accomplice ate the other two.
Sometimes I do that just steal just cause I can.
At first I got scared and chickened out. But then I JUST DID IT.
and wow it was exilerating.
I actually left the candy box in the store so I guess technically its not "stealing".
But the contents inside the candy box WAS consumed.
So I dont know. You decide.
Thankfully I did go to church today so it's all even in the end.
I guess.

Let There Be Peace FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!

I took a sleeping pill and I feel the effects kicking in right about now.

I only left my house twice today. Once to get the mail which I never ever do usually but I have been expecting a present to arrive which it did! and the other time i left was to go to the supermarket (aka grocery store) and when I arrived I realized that I did not bring my purse. So I just went back home. Forget it. I did not really wanna go in there anyways. I don't even know what I was gonna buy.
and no Thai food or beer for me. Forget that too.
ok I am done with today.
Wish me sweet dreams.

Just So You Know, and I Know

Is it possible to sleep all day?
I am gonna try.
Tonight I think I would like to eat some THAI food and some sort of THAI beer.
I would see a movie too but there is no movie that I am caring about.
I wish this town had a drive inn. NOW that would be FUN!
I should buy a large piece of land and open one up.

So did you know that abortion is going to be illegal again soon?
seriously.

It took awhile

I don't even approve of this but why not

Watched a little Oprah today.
I like Oprah. I should be a GUEST on Oprah!
I think the audience would really sympathize.
She does not judge she says cause the country is shit.
All around is confusion and wrongness.
Today the guests were these retarded parents who hired a stripper for their 16 yearold boys birthday party.
They were arrested and their lives were ruined.
Pretty dumb.
Why would you do that?
Happy Birthday young son, treat women like trash.
and lose your innocence as well. FUCK IT! you will lose it eventually.
but truthfully I guess kids are "doin it" like around 14. anyways. But why encourage it?
I guess the mother lady thought she was actually giving him a BITCHEN birthday present.

Consequences are just stupid.

YOU KNOW WHAT?!?!?

The only thing I can think of that is sorta interesting to blog about are my dreams and they are not really even that interesting.
Last night I dreamt that I forgot to pick up Drew from school. I was just driving around and I glanced at the clock and it was 7! that is very late. and I freaked out and rushed to his school and apoligizied over and over again. When I woke up I was so relieved it was just a dream. That would be over the top irresponsible.

Lately I am very annoyed at everything and mostly everybody. But I think maybe that is an ongoing thing. So saying "lately" is stupid. I think that believing that most people are complete jackasses runs in my family. Because you know I am completely brillant! of course.
And I was REALLY starting to think thatI was totally SICK AND TIRED of watching that teeny show, THE OC. And I was thinking to myself that I NEVER EVER wanted to watch it again. LIKE EVER AGAIN! But it appears that one of the O.C kids (Seth) is going to start smoking POT! SO now I think I will watch so I can see how that all turns out.

yesterday was a good ok day. we went to Pasadena.That place is just so lovely. Cool shops and everything is pretty. So I am going to move there. BYE!

Blueberry Muffins, Bacon and some Coffee

I wanna bring Drew here today
I dreamt last night that I went to a zoo and the animals were all extremly close to the walk ways. It was scary. Snakes were coming at me and little baby posums or something were sitting on peoples shoulders. It was creepy. And the gate to the alligator area was open and I accidently found myslef in there and an alligator tried to attack me but I escaped. And the orangutans were just walking around freely.


The zoo was just not safe at all.
SO I don't think I wanna go to the zoo today.

Yes, No and Sometimes

I had a pretty alright night. Balloons, bubbles, cake, rocky road ice cream, and some presents!! It was like an unbirthday party.

And then I took a bath.
It was going great.
But then I lost all my inner peace in an instant!
I hit my fucking head in the bathroom and got REALLY pissed and then fell to the floor and started to cry. I then got mad at Tim because he did not RUSH in to see if I was ok . But I was ok and I am ok. It just hurt like a mothereffer. I hate my stupid bathroom.
Here is a picture of me right afterward.
after I realized that I was ok.

Now I will watch American IDol!
with my bestbuddies.
I have TIVO!

Got this unsettled feeling in my body

GUESS WHAT I DID TODAY!
HAD SUSHI! WOW! AMAZING!
and went toTarget and took a nap!
spectacular.
Now I have to make salmon cakes and mac n cheese.
COOL!

I wish that Dillards sold these kick ass Campers cause my mom bought me this godawful leather jacket from there and I returned it and got a $200 value gift card! SUPERAWESOME! I was shocked how much that lame jacket was.
BUt hey its cool.I kinda feel bad. I am pretty sure she is not aware of this blog. Cause I would not wanna hurt her feelings. And trust me she is a delicate person.
But they don't sell those cool ass shoes that the world seems to be buzzing about.
But even if they did I would have to get them in a size 9 so I could give them to my sweet and pretty sister.

I don't have any time

I am being rushed but felt like I should post a picture of myself cause why not.

Today seems nice and I am hungry and the maids are coming and stuff.

Ok.

Don't Choke

notsickanymore.
and yes I like to take pictures of myself while going up and down my stairs.

I met a robot today.
I would tell you the details but it is all extremely confusing and TOP SECRET!
I have already said toomusch.
Adn I have to goto bed.


Miss me no one.

TImeless

Turns out I really am sick.
I woke up sick. that is not a great feeling.
I said that I want to wake up happy.

I have these OLD diaries from some lady with my maiden name.
She seemes miserable.
But still sorta funny BUT MISERABLE.
everyone is fucking miserable.
and usually for good reason but whatever it is all relative i guess.
My misery could mean JACK to you but YOUR misery is well YOUR misery.
But thinking of those old diaries from some lady makes me wonder who one day will read this shit.
My mother gave me these diraries because she found them in my STEP FATHERS parents old stinky basement back in Indiana.
TRIPPYMAN.
I am some how actually related to my stepfather.
It seems like life just repeats it selfover and fucking over again.
That thought can either be comforting or frightening.

I now am going to try to eat something. I know this is very delighful to hear but at one point I had to drive and I was forced to pull over and dry heave in the desert.
That was really superduper!
But it was necessary.
I think my body just feels mad at me.
Abused.

And I choose Campbells soup.

It Is Daytime

I woke up feeling really yucky.

Like I need a vitamin or something.

My head kinda hurts and my neck too.

I just wanna lay in bed all day and sleep.

But that is just not an option.

I am not sure what I will do today.

I wish it was bedtime already.

Sometimes when I feel sick I wonder if it is just in my head.

Or am I really sick?

And my husband never believes I am sick.

SO FINE I JUST WON"T BE SICK!

I will go about my day like nothing is the matter.

Justa Buncha