MOI

Digging holes must be my favorite activity.
Almost all my most favorite activities lead to selfdistructive outcomes. that is totally COOL.
all my mishaps define my me.
thats meant to be funny.
fuck me and my fucked up reality.
BUT its true that this blog is not really for me. its for you really.
but if only you got the whole picture.
and I have to remind myself that nobody really does get the whole picture.
for sure not me.
I dont understand a freaking thing.
everyday I feel more and more aware of that.
and I also realize daily that i am wasting a lot of my time for ME.
and this blog for you.