Have yourself a merry little Friday

So i just went HAYWIRE again.

A minor glitch happened and I went BOMBY.

Used the word "Fuck" to my mother several times and hung up on her twice.

I have the control to destroy everyones day.

Not today.

I really want to eat and be merry.

So I called my mom back and explained that I am struggling and any bump in the road f's my junk UP!

I am sorry.

I can't explain what is wrong with me.