Friday, August 19, 2005

mirror mirror on the wall

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I really think that i am a horrible blogger.
I don't really enjoy anything about it.
I have no clue what to say.
I feel like what is the point really?

GOD MY cat is running around like an asshole!
I tried to catch and strangle the little fuck but it ran too fast.

And you know those cute sandals?
They hurt my feet.
Hopefully they will loosen up or something.

But who cares about those shoes?
Not me really.
I should not have even bought them.
I can't believe I am even still talking about them.
They are irrelevant to anything going on in my life.
This entire blog is irrelevant.
but I still am typing on it and making some sort of statement. I guess.
But it is pointless since I can not say what is truly going on.
To anybody.


Zandria said...

It's inevitable at some point to think that what you're writing has no purpose. Technically it should only matter to YOU what you're writing, but that's easier said than done.

It's hard when people you know in person know that you blog...and even though you think you don't censor yourself, you still do in a way. Otherwise, why couldn't you say what is "truly going on"?

Let me know if you need a non-blogging sounding board. :)

Kathryn said...

Thanks Zandria.
I make is sound more dramatic then it actually is.
i just have complex issues that go around me on a daily basis. (like the rest of the world, i guess)
But I like to keep them to myself, but they define me so much, that I want to share them but just don't feel comfortable since I don't want to be judged.
And plus I like my secrets, no matter how tiny they are.
I just don't want to say too much.
but still want to say something.
It is silly.
Maybe senseless.

carrie said...

i think i feel similarly.

also, that picture is the best!
the raddest of the rad.
the coolest of the cool.

Lo said...

That picture is trippy...I like it! And I don't think your blog is pointless, and drama is good!

Zandria said...

It is good to be complex, and to have secrets. Love the pic, too! :)