what if I decided that i did not like myself?
Find myself boring and useless.
just a bunch of stupid useles crap.
just sitting around collecting dust.

I just cant handle all these silly choices i have made.
I just won't except things.
I am the biggest baby on the planet earth.
Making stupid idiotic choices.

liking blogging about it?
why even bother?
so i can feel even more stupid and lame.
yes.

the pain of realizing the truth is satisfying to me.
the truth that I SUCK!
YES! Don't argue.
I do.

and this post just proves it.
now I am gonnna go drink some wine.
fuckers.
no not you.
them.