What'dya do that for?

I thought I felt like posting
but I ate a blueberry muffin and got tired.
Plus I seem crabby a little crabby and thats just no good.
and tomorrow is Sunday.
SUNDAY!!!!!
DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS??!!?!!
neither do I.
goodnight.

Bippity Bippity Bop

Friday The 13th is my LUCKY DAY!

Well I for some reason remembered Roxette today.
forgot about them completely.
Makes me wonder what else I will completely forget about and remember again.
My Dad bought me that tape. it was a surprise. I was begging and begging for it like a crazy monster brat and I told him it was like only $ 7.99 so he went and got it for me and I found it in my room but he put a note on that said something like, "WHAT HAPPENED TO $7.99?" cause it was like $11.99 or something. I actually think he wrote "BRAT" somewhere on the note. Anyways I was surprised and so excited. I guess all this took place in 1991. That was awhile ago. 15fuckingyearsago.



So now there is this new one that I should get.
You know Roxette. they did that song in pretty woman!

I burnt a bunch of cookies this evening.
I still ate one.
It was burnt.

now I am going to watch this movie that is pretty much over now.
So I missed it.
because I was fucking with this post for so long.
So now it looks like I am watching THE CROW!
thats really all I feel comfortable saying tonight.

FASTER THAN A ROCKETSHIP!

Today will be good. I am going to the SWEET L.A. Auto Show. I think I have gone every singel year since 2002! yeah you KNOW you are jealous and I am sorry for that but thats just life SO DEAL WITH IT!

Maybe one day I will bring you. But probaby not. ( probaby! hahaha)

So you know how I used to be all crazy obsessed with MAROON 5. Well it is about time they put out another album. they have released the same album in like twenty different ways. It is a really good album but still.
I used to all on their website like allday everyday, Chattin with bitchz and hos. But I broke away. It just got too lame. Oh becasue all these annoying, dumb, fat 13 and 14 yrea olds came and sucked the place up. But that was then and this is now.

And every night I have been taking one sleeping pill. I dream and sleep soundly. Dreaming and Sleeping are essential for everyone. the brain like sorts out and organizes thoughts. and my bed is like sleeping on a cloud. my mattress is made out of BAMBOO fibers or something. I just want to sleep well and wake up happy. Thats all.

NOW I Will GO and do stuff.

just hand me the knife and i will hand you a smile

I type out a lot of stuff and then I read it and then I delete it.
So I just end up having nothing to say.

I almost ran over a young boy today.
I was picking up my favorite JANET!
and started backing up to drive over to where she was and a boy was behind me.
I did not see him so I just starting on my way but then saw him so I came to a quick HALT!
I was so upset that I started to roll down my window and tell him how deeply sorry I was and how dumb I am and he just kept walking like nothing had happened so I was like alright cool.
That was scary.

I also had a trip to the library to get online for a bit.
And it involved all this silly rigamaroll like PIN's and crud so I said FUCK YOU LIBRARY! and I left.
and from there I almost hit the boy.
In that order.
And I did get my hair done and sipped on some cucumber water.
But that happened first.

I had to break the window

I really wanna post a thousand pictures of myself right now but I don't have time.
I have an appt.
Anyways,I feel all lonely and feel like my blog is my only friend.
Oh and Fiona Apple. She is my friend too.
Well, and I guess a few other people.
But right now Fiona Apple is my homegirl.
Do people even say homegirl anymore?
Oh who cares.
I don't have time to fight with myself righ now.
I have an appt.

Like who are you?

HEy! ya know how Ramyi has her lipped peirced? Well she does and I SOoooo wanna copy her.I think it is SO AWESOME AND I WANNA BE AWESOME.
I actually dreamt last night that I was visiting her and fil.
We were having a blast and I did not even talk about my troubles once! We just were chillin and laughing and playing with Cid. But it was just a short visit. Like a weekend. Toronto seems nice. ANYWAYS. yea.

My dreams are filled with my imaginary friends.

So I thought my hair appt was today and I was all pumped to hit the salon but then realized it is actually for tomorrow. So that happened and then I ate some sushi as usual then I came home and jammed to some HEART!
I talked to my sister today. For like 70 minutes! I have a lot to say. I could probably still be talking to her cause I talk in a swirly pattern.
Then I went to the pharmacy. And some girl looked at me and made a funny noise while on her cell phone and I think she was shit taliking me. Probably there to get the morning after pill or something, stupidirtyslut!

SO from the pharmacy I did a bunch of other stupid uninteresting things.

Hey that guy has a CHAIR FACE

Medusa is someone I think of often and today I thought of her cause it felt as if my insides were turning into stone.
so naturally my mind went to her.
There has to be a reason for that. I always am thinking there is a reason for everything.
Searching endlessly for the rhyme and the reason.

Like there must be a reason that Jack Black and Rosie O'donnel resemble each other so much.
Like brother and sister style.
That went through my mind while watching King Kong.
KIng Kong was good. I was worried about my ADD kickin since it is a 3 hour movie but I was interested all the way through.

Now I am going to take a sleeping pill and watch 4o Year Old Virgin.

If You Only Knew

I have been trying to go to sleep real real early but I end up just laying in bed awake.
Last night I was trying to find the proper thing to have on the TV while falling asleep.
Trying to set the mood.
The night before I fell asleep with that Michael Douglas movie THE GAME.
That movie is wierd.
Last night I tried to have the movie Heavy Metal on. But it was too stimulating. I was worried that the tone of the movie would somehow affect the following day. Today. So I kept flipping the channels like a lunatic but then realized that the TV was just a big bother. SO I turned it off and layed in my bed awake. In the dark. in the silence.
And when I was finally about to doze off Tim came up stairs and began to tell me all his plans for the next day.
Sleep is just hard to come by.
And when I did sleeplast night I dreamt of being back in high school. But my classmates were people like Tim and Orlando. and the teacher was this CRAZY lady who would not stop talking to us at the sushi place the other night.

But all I can think of writting about is sleeping and dreaming. I feel better when I am asleep.
I guess I could write about eating.
I made a pizza last night with ham,pineapple,and green peppers. It was fantastic.
I feel like eating some now but I think I will workout instead.
I may see King Kong today. or maybe I will just go to sleep.
I guess either way I am sleepwalking.

I like that Natalie Mechant song Carnival.
oh and her song Jealousy.
Natalie Merchant seems like a nerd.

I wanna get out my scanner and scan some pictures of me when I was a little girl.
and post em.
Just so I can share my cuteness.
When I was little I used to look at all my baby pictures and cry.
I felt sad to be growing up. Being ten is suckier than three I guess.
I maybe have already said that at some point on this here blog but it just seems funny so I brought it up again.
Ok Ok I am really just blabbering. and nobody likes a blabberer.
Time to go.

and one more thing

my blog is starting to hurt my eyes.
I need to change my background.
Someone should do it for me.
I am too tired.