Paying Attention Forward

Real quick I want to say the following: 

Oh wow that UTAH pagent chick. Just  Wow. 

Did Kimye have their baby yet? I think they did. A girl! Oh boy! Who cares I hate them both. 

Had a BBQ today. Seems like Monday is the BBQ day for this summer.

 Monday funday! I pretty much be bbqin it up everyday since May day but Monday seems to be the gathering day for me n my posse.

This Wednesday Im banking on meeting up w a certain food truck I've been stalking for months now.  Stalking means following on twitter in this case. I can't tell you what food truck cause I don't want to give away the secret location. It's all for me! Mine! 

 You can't find me! I'm gone. 

So n e ways today also involved banana bread gifting. 

Food is everything and I am so sad that there are starving children in the world. 

 I have to help. 

I can't stay up till 4 am anymore. I need to get on track w that. 

Sleep n laundry. Eat sleep laundry. 

Keep it fake

I'm going to blog more! Excitement is theword you're looking for! 

And Boo!

Remember the ghostface? See the ghostface!? I believe that's a laughing ghostface.  Joyful maybe? So I'm not even scared. 

Chugga chugs

Dude I don't know and I really can't care. All I can do is move onward and upward w GOD by my side. My dreams have returned. Vivid! Amazing dreams! Some good, some disturbing but all awesome. So thankful for that.  I'm thankful for all these experiences. 

I'm just so cool! And hot! Hell yes. This blog is all you get of me. Unless of course you are an actually part of my life then you get the whole package. I'm not fake. 100% authentic. 

Thanks for nothing. I'll be fine because I don't fail. I prosper and grow. I'm super. Wish you the same. Peace Ouuut! Gonna smoke a cigar now. Sometimes I do that. 

start your summer right

obviously saying to hell w eating clean with this photo! ugh. moments of weakness. BUT luckily that blue cheese iS GONE. SUMMER is here and I cant have this FAT FOOD in my possession! HELP. no NO i am not even being serious. I am in control.

Always Forever Gone

Oh damn! Now don't be jealous all over the place for those 4 cupcakez. I sorta shared one in a small way. Cutest shop we stumbled upon! being all dope w the I love Lucy and Elvis theme! Even on the television! I was like GOD? Have I arrived? Wherever u are I thank u! 

But I guess the air condish was being repaired cause it was hot as hell up in there! It's like nobody is prepared for the summer heat! We need to prepare!!! Is it June already!? Shit man! 

Sorry I'm just thinking out loud and i want to know what the fuck you were thinking!? Seriously!?

May is just a waste of time now that Mother's Day is over. 

This Mother's Day was pretty nice for me. Hopefully it was even better for you and your mom!  

I made my mom take me out for some pizza! 

Oh I captured a photo of a straight up ghostface. I'll share later after my ghost hunter friends have it analyzed at the ghost LAB. 

I should close my eyes. 

you took it from me

oh wow its raining and here I made plans of walking and yard sale shopping. I need a bookshelf. I own a few books. Books I should re read OR get rid of. BUT yea books are cool and maybe some of them are worth a re read. weird photo looks weird. barely resembles me. haha thats weird HUH?! basically I am not that white or weird looking. ANY WHOGOLLLY GEE there are sooooomany amazing products out there right for face and hair and general body! good stuff to BUY with cash money. I try to get into the coupons but struggle w THAT cause I dont have the time! thats bullshit. I have laundry to do! FOLD! UGH. kidding. I m actually happy about laundry. I cant wait to fold and fold some more instead of walking in the rain. haha my 10 yr old thinks I am writing an email. Thats funny to me. HE reallllly wants the laptop. WHICH btw is all filled with the contents I wish it to be filled with. YAY for that and YAY for my iphone being all synced up. booooYAH. for the genius bar. Seriously believe me when I say I LOVE YOU. thats his hat and people really comment on it everywhere we go. THey say " yOU love Haters!?" all baffled and confused. like it would be less confusing for society if it read I hate Lovers. I dont know. People are weird and the hat it makes sense ok. Gotta love the haters to rise above their nastiness. MOST people dont get it. BUt my boy Loves the Haters and I suspect he has a few just like his momma. and that momma is ME. HAve a good Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and everyday of your life. love ya.

Lift up your head princess

I was going to be fancy w an actual real laptop n get all creative cat on this post surprise surprise I don't have time for that so I or shall I say WE have to deal w a post that is prepped by or w my iPhone thingy. My piece of trash iPhone! W 1,000 pictures on it. How many photos do you have?? Ugh it does not matter because the simple truth is that it's allll my fault becos I refuse to do what needs to be done which IS load the mo fotos onto the laptop!! duhhhhhhh but yea not that easy peasy because I need to transfer some other fuck tardshit data from another device on to the laptop before I can even think about it! It's complicated, annoying and time consuming and when you're a procrastinator like me who gets nervous around the apple geniuses then who cares! I'm bored thinking about it! N by bored i mean terrified. The point is my iPhone isn't even capable of doing anything because of the pics n that's just dumb! N where is my iCloud!? I am all lost. Great, technology has left me. I'll ketchup.
Currently I m watching some Jodi arias trial show on HLN. No joke she is one mad bitch.
onion dip w ruffles is a classic Saturday night / slumber party snack, with root beer. I had that tonight, with other horrible snack foods! Party time.
Been doing lots of yoga and taking many transformative breaths.
Meditating and bringing positive energy everywhere I go.
I can't say anymore than this.

Heartburn for days

My chest has been Killing me.
Actually right now I'm feeling okay.
Tiramisu.

That is a poem.

I'm watching a cool show about the 80's. I miss those days. Chillin by the park n eating cookies n shit.
Guess not much has changed. But everything!

DO YOU MIND?

I spent far too long working on something that did not matter. JUST NOW. and still. i bought a NEW smudge stick! cause I burnt up my old one! cool feeling to use up shit like that. like deodorant! I love using up that stuff so I can buy NEW! its the simple shit that keeps me happy, and alive. I smudged my place while drinking a glass of merlot. SO amazing and awesome of me. can you even believe its APRIL pretty much!? I can't. BUT im ready for SPRING BREAK and lots of awesomeness. I thought I was gonna visit the SANTA BARBARA ZOO in FEB but that month just like came and went w/out giving me a chance and now MARCH is like DONE. straight UP rude. Like today it was 9 am coffee time then now it 11 pm wine time. I can't keep up with the pace or what to drink. pick up the pace. makes me want some chips and salsa. OH DUDE mexican food is soooo good and lately its all I want. Im tired. tomorrow is MORE STUFF TO DO.