DO YOU MIND?

I spent far too long working on something that did not matter. JUST NOW. and still. i bought a NEW smudge stick! cause I burnt up my old one! cool feeling to use up shit like that. like deodorant! I love using up that stuff so I can buy NEW! its the simple shit that keeps me happy, and alive. I smudged my place while drinking a glass of merlot. SO amazing and awesome of me. can you even believe its APRIL pretty much!? I can't. BUT im ready for SPRING BREAK and lots of awesomeness. I thought I was gonna visit the SANTA BARBARA ZOO in FEB but that month just like came and went w/out giving me a chance and now MARCH is like DONE. straight UP rude. Like today it was 9 am coffee time then now it 11 pm wine time. I can't keep up with the pace or what to drink. pick up the pace. makes me want some chips and salsa. OH DUDE mexican food is soooo good and lately its all I want. Im tired. tomorrow is MORE STUFF TO DO.

101 Oreos

A new hairbrush is something I could use in an Easter basket, so maybe mr Easter bunny could handle that.
I'm grumpy because I just went buck wild on some birthday cake Oreos. Makes me so sad and happy at the same timesy. Tomorrow in yoga ill be all yea you can't handle this! props to me! High five!
You can't even tell if I'm joking or what I am sayings.
I'm so pissed that Easter is in March. Who planned that? Horrible horrible idea. April works better for me.
Today was awesome. I need to always remember that. Tomorrow will be cool too. Hold on to that.

Something to do in this world of worlds

I lost my yoga mat so i was forced to buy a new one. Took me weeks ! Months! To accept the loss of my beloved mat w cute purple strap holder thingy that I've had for like 10 yrs! Well now that's its gone and done, now i have to deal w the reality that I hate my new mat, and only want to set it on fire! Seriously tired of making bad judgement calls when buying shit! Do you hear me!? I'm sick of wasting my damn money in shit I buy because I LOSE something or because I end up hating the thing. In this case both apply, do you understand how this was affecting my Pilates practice today? I don't think you can.
What the fuck else did I buy? Oh a pillow! Made a big deal about buying a serious back/stomach sleeper pillow . Which I love BUT yep BUT sometimes i think I hear a crinkle crinkle like a candy wrapper inside. Dude. Whatever. Plus just now as i was inspecting it further and I notice 3 tiny
rips! Are u kidding me!? Haha