less is more.

SOmetimes I am don't even feel like filling up my water bottle with ICE. takes so long stnading there filling and refilling. its a process.
None of my clothes are fitting loose right now. I guess it happened when I was partying it up all summer and eating cereal at 2 and or 4 in the morn.
GOD I am dumb. One of the dumbest.
Thats what happens when YOu feel all SKINNy and good about yourself. let your guard down and start being silly.
THEN the fat happens. The baggy and saggy. UGH, this is gross.
BUT its only gonna get better.
I lost my thought. I am going out to a store now to buy some STuff THAT I NEED and STuff. I am always goign to a BIRTHDAY PArty And I will probably eat SHIT. THERE taHSTA WILLL MAKE MMEE FEEEL FAT. what should I do? HAve my mouth wired shut?
REMEmber that one real world where TAMMy did that. I was like WHAT did tHAT crazy bitch DO!?
but now I get it.
I get all of it.
Willpower is all I really need.
The fair is happening so I hope most of the town is busy with that and not busy with TARGet or any of the road I gotta travel on.
time is slipping away,
.

summers not over till the fat lady sings...

today I was like NO way i am getting up and doing any of the things I should
i am sleepy dont wanna and grumpy
then I was realized I was going to RUIN everyones day so I decided to turn on the FUN
and the pool heater, CLEAN my house and then SWIm & Tan!!
Then I guess BLOG.
Later I am planning a shopping adventure where I BUY fiber and maybe eggs and BACON or bagels.
stuff like that.
I reported to faceboook that I crashed my bike but now I will tell the internet more HERE and NOW. yay.
I fell in front of my house in front of numerous passing cars.
On my ass on the extremely blistering HOT concrete my bike all tangled up with me
scraped the top of my ankle
so i have proof and a good way to remember what happened.
and I will take a picture later.
It was funny. I m glad it happened.
I love falling down and scraping myself up.
Truthfully it doesn't happen enough!
Anyways, if i had to say what really blows about today it is the wind.
Wind makes my day less enjoyable.
if there was no wind it would be a hell of a lot different around here I'LL TELL YOU THAT!
Things would be calm and less ADD would happen too.
everyone has attention issues.
I pretty much forgot the point of blogging.

broken system

school is back in just a few moons. Mixed feelings. Always. Structure is a good thing and that's one thing we can count on. I guess.
I am sleepy.
Yesterday I went to visit and try on a pair of very expensive purple versace sunglasses w/ small silver bows on the side and well someone I guess bought them and they were
gone. What a relief.