take caution

The wind was too swirly and crazy for a kite to stay in flight.
I do not like it when things break or go wrong and I am to blame.
I hate when people say "WHAT DID YOU DO!!??!"
NOTHING!! I did nothing. I was standing here doing nothing and then everything went wrong.
Not my fault.

I really hate jobs.
I always just quit.
and always very abruptly.
I have had over 10 jobs.
I am proud of that.
I am a very proud proud girl.
but i can't be too proud.
so at night I repent.