No worries or cares

 I want to ditch all things technology.  I'm over it.  The chips.  The wires.  The bandwidth?  Wtf. It's so dumb.  And getting gas is dumb too.  Pumping fuel? Like a barbarian! What is this?  We advance so much in so many ways but a large majority of us still pump fuel w those disgusting nozzle things.   I should just bike or walk.  That would lead to death.  People drive like huge a holes thinking they are the ones in the right.  

Btw i feel that nozzle should be spelt w a k. Like knozzle.
I'm just venting.  I actually feel good.  Chill. 
But i see.  I know.  I feel. 
Who do you think YOU are?
Just a loser baby.
Embrace. 

Sleepytime Tea

i am feeling an organizational problem going on in my life.  

I need more yoga.  More water.  More sleep.  

My last blog title is a lot like Adeles song.

I'm only blogging so the blog police don't come after me AND because I want to ignore my responsibilities.  I have bleach all over the bathroom floor.  On purpose.  Geez.  

OH music industry why must you be the way the are? I can't explain why but you annoy me.  I'm not wanting to complain like this but you are so complex these days.   Is it me?  Am i being inflexible? I want us to work out. What can i do to have a better understanding?

The Dateline that's on the telly RN is a rerun.
Back to business tomorrow.  Its been a holiday.

Running a house is hardwork.  If you do it halfway descent. 

HappyChristmas.

Hey guys aren't you on the other side?

blogger is still so dumb.  No bells.  No whistles Just lousy. If there was a way to do things easier.   

But that's ok.

We figure out ways to get the job done.

Full Circle

Nevermind nevermore ugh forgive forget and move the fuck on.
I wrote shit and it just vanished!
Funny.
This week is one funny mo fo thing after the next.  I might just laugh and laugh until i laugh some more and pass the f out. And die. 
My hair is soaking wet and sun bleached and my skin is red and in need of heavy moisturizing cream. My knee is jacked from battling the fierce/intense ocean 3 days straight!  Could've been 4 but Monday I tooka nap instead of beachin it up. Waves were more merciless than usual! I love swimming/boogieboarding in the ocean!  I really really want to try surfing!  I guess i either need to rent a surfboard or take a class. Find a cool board at a garage sale maybe.   I'd also love to scuba!  I used to scuba dive in my gramma kaes pool back when i was a child.  Good times. I also want to water ski and stuff! I can't wait!  So much fun awaits us all! Hurry! 

I'm an aquaholic. 

Lost a pair of drugstore sunglasses in the ocean when a wave knocked me on my ass.  It was fun and hilarious. I tried to find them but let's get real. They are gonzo! It happens.
Once i lost a camera. Remember?  Gone.
Weather wise inland here in California it was storming like a crazy person but i was frolicking in the sea like the free spirited mermaid that i truly AM.
I should dry my hair.

Hold ON!

What a doozy of a summer?! Right!Am I right?going by all quick and stuff. Halloween is already here. Boo!  Let's get spoooky. attended my first vacation bible school as a   "crew leader"! I just get all involved and then regretful but it turns out that it is a good time!

It was a great time. challenging and rewarding.  I was out of my comfort zone at times but made it work and had fun. . . Itis a good idea to do things that kinda scare you. 

 So turned out i was in charge of a group 6 boys. I was hoping for at least one or two girls.  Ya know?  Some calm and nice smelling young ladies.  

But i had the pleasure of meeting and spending a total of 15 hrs w/ Joshua, Michael, Aiden,  Aiden,  Andrew, Kenya and Elijah. Ages 8 -11

I think snack time was ONE of our favorite activities. And every night the volunteers were fed delicious foods! It was a lovely time. I am very happy my family and I were involved. Next year I'll do it again! 

Game time was my least fav because it was pure chaos!  It was a madhouse .  But even that was okay. 

The whole event had over 400 kids.  215 raised their hand to accept Jesus in to their hearts. Also raised over $5,000 for Nepal  

I am a very nice and warm up to the best of luck with the help of my favorite part of the best times for you to know about the future of our lives and I will be there. I am a beautiful person who is the only thing that is not a problem 5 I am a little more than a few days ago by the time of the best times for you. 

........................

Ok so that was me playing w my phone.

 a message from the future. 

Another realm.  

Yah yeah that's the ticket. 

But what i want to really say right now is that the best way to go is with Jesus. 

I know he is the son of God and he has the power to comfort,  provide,  heal,  forgive and love us all FOREVER. 

Over and over and over I have witnessed blessing after blessing in my life. 

It's just true.   

Jesus is real. He lives.  

He lives in me. He lives in us all.  

I am a beautiful person.

I'm gonna blog more.  Starting later.  I need to sleep now.

some delicious donut holes

Yes please

Testing testing 123 blah blah
Hmmm
David Letterman is retiring. That's been on my mind. I hate goodbyes. Endings. But if I hate I also must love.
Today was exhausting for me but also fun.
I ate waaay TOO much sugar. Ugh. What a silly and out of control way to behave.
I should just go to sleep right now but I also just want to be.
Be awake and just like existing without motion or thought. I will sleep soon.
Rebellious nature.
Just thought I would blog.
Smells like something is baking but I am pretty sure that nothing like that is going on right now. In this current realm of reality. Ha ha ha ha so deep. Blowing your mind I know.
I'm joking. Nobody is even reading this.
A lady just hollered outside. Saturday night! She gets it.
Right now I'm a bore.
Safe, quiet, and cozy sound like a great time.
Been thinking and...
Chocolate pie, carmel apples, cotton candy is all so gross! All of it is disgusting. Cake TOO. Bleeuughh!
Sugar is deadly.
I need to detox myself after today. I might as well go to the store and buy some hot dogs and buns and eat summer right here right now because if I don't relax on the delicious sugary treats and other wonderful creations in the world involving foods I am going to need a few moo moos to get my through my days. Like Mrs roper.
But no it's fine. I'm exaggerating. I already forgot my point.
I don't think I can post I picture to prove a point either.
Did you see Adam Levine get attacked by a man that poofed powdered sugar in his face. Crazy.
I'm so tired.
Last night I had a fun adventure on  dirt road sorta lost and mildly scared but I was faithful I'd find a road to the main road. We are only 20ish miles away from DTLA right? We can't get that lost right?
I also went to a high school play w a friend. I had a great time.  I want and plan to go to more.  My treat.
Life is such an off road choose your adventure book.
I need to order some of those.

Documentaries

Rawr tech life! Why do you have to always take it to the next level and eventually get all out of control...why take it that far? Why take.it to.the butter barn so to speak.
I sometimes think I should destroy this blog. How would that make me feel? Kinda makes me sad a lot at this point.  Old blog stuff. Seems like the past shouldn't be rehashed. It's  insignificant.  Only the now matters. So diaries are dumb. No. Yes. 

Maybe diaries w.locks are cool. Then lose the key.And keep it locked down. 

I've had a very nice, cheerful and pleasant Valentine's day. Showered with love.
I ate too much sugar w cookies and brownies. Man. So lucky. So delicious.
But now I'm about to pass out.

All about that bass basically.

Holy crap Mercury in retrograde is stupid and full on effecting me. Today I was in a car accident! I was driving children to their destination. Thankfully I was not at fault. Thankfully nobody was hurt.

PLUS yesterday I dropped an egg on the floor.  So there is the proof. Crazy. RIGHT?!

My elbow is acting up too! My elbow usually causes me no troubles.
I had a glass of vino last night AND this evening.
I'm an alcoholic now.
Just kidding.