READ TOO MUCH INTO IT

i hate my hair all the time. whatever. that makes no difference.I dont hate my hair THAT mucch and so its not even worth bringing up. BUT THE SIMPLEFACT IS I dont know what else to type.
blogging is sensitive. i guess.
I seem to be experiencing a headache.
and tightness in my neck.
I think I strained myself somehow.
yesterday I was running through a supermarket.
I was whooooooshing past people.
but that has nothing to do with my neckstrain. it was those jerko ab exercises that went on in that jerko turbo kickboxing class.
its funny that class cause the young man that teaches it seems to always say how he is "OFF today" but he says iteverytime I am in his class.
he must have a crush on me.
but no cause I think he is pretty much gay.
REMEMBER!!!! HE IS THE ONE THAT LIKES MADONNA!
yeah him. i think he is just a little "off" everyday. probably. we'll see.
ok see ya later
killers.

the phone is ringing

just awhile ago a strong feeling of hunger came over me and i snacked on this chewy sweettart thing from the halloween candy bowl and the fucking thing was really very chewy and really very sour.
and now I don't feel hungry anymore!!
now I am bored.

BE THE BUTTERFLY YOU WERE ALWAYS MEANT TO BE

I had some hot tea, toast and turkey bacon for breakfast and I took a kick boxing class this morning. everyone was chatty with me. A lady told me that she thought she saw me outsidethe gym and was waving at me but it turned out not to be me. I wonder who she thought was me?
Marhas audience today is filled with MEN ONLY.
I love Jamie Oliver he is great. and british.
in the next few minutes I will be in the shower.
I think I am gonna listen to some TECHNO TODAY.
also you should know that I have some crafts I need to finish and a check to cash.
some birthday money.
my cellphone bill isallfucked up right now and when I get on the phone with the customer service people I cant explain myself and they talk in very very low whisper and I end up shouting.
I will give them what they want.
I dont want to deal with it.

* it was a TURBOkickboxing class!

the tree itself

Something is tart.
is it bad that i feel sugary?
I used to ask for extra lemons when visiting restaurants and i'd eat them with packets of sugar.
i think everyone has done that at some point.
Its nothing special.
I dont think I am anything special.
have sweet dreams.

IF YOU HAD ABSOLUTE POWER

my friend made me some rice pudding today.
I should really go to sleep and stop eating these CANDY CANE cookies with real candy pieces & rich cocoa in every bite.
I had a terrific day.
one of my friends told me that the memories we keep are often wrong. and that you cant rely on memory.
memory can be tricky.
i think I am losing mine.
i know I have said this before but I have to say it again.
I do not like talking to robots.
what if some of these people that are around me are reallly ROBOTS?
I dont like to think like that.
its just fucking stupid.
i need to watch my posture.

THE HATERS THAT YOU CIRCLE

i meant to be in and out of the shower by now but I ended up dancing around in my underwear and socks taking pictures of myself.
and then I settled here on the internet.
I HAVE adult ADD and I dance well too.
I plan on having a really good day. I really hope you do too.
so many people are having bad days.
I wonder how George Bushs day is going?
I wonder what he is doing today.
I should get involved in politics.
or real estate.

GRANDDAUGHTERS ARE THE BEST

THESE TWO OWLS ARE FRIENDS. doesnt one look a little crazier than the other?
owls are wise.
did you and your friends say "HOOT" a lot?
I think me and my friends said HOOT all the time.
Thats a hoot.
This is a hoot.
iT was a hoot.
who gives a hoot?
HOOT.
maybe we were the only ones?
i wish I had a friend who made jewelery and pottery and would invite me over and teach me all these crafts.
did I tell you that my moms BLACK CAT has gone missing?
great. I hate that fat black cat.
I killed it.
and lately my dead Gramma JOAN from MICHIGAN has been trying to tell me something.
she wasnt REALLY REAALLY my gramma but I called her my Gramma Joan anyways.
she had a husband named WOODY.
they are buried here in my town.

YEAH THATS THE TICKET

I am a littlE OUT OF SORTS.
I made some BANGKOK DISH for DINNER THIS EVENING!!!
IT WAS STRONG AND I COULD ONLY EAT A LIL. I could have FED THE WORLD.
OR at least four more people. I also had some ROLLS. actually CRESENT ROLLS!!!
anyways church was a big fat crazy fest this morn.some people were being SWORN in and had sponsership and all! and some other spirtualstuff happened.
stuff I WOULD CALL WITCHCRAFT! even my gramma doesnt really know what the fuck they are doing.
but maybe she forgot. I wish I could.
but I like church.
and I guess sorta like some witchcraft.
and I like seeing the same people every week and I like looking at what they wear and all the weirdness ETC!
I mopped my floor today. It was filthy gross. I bought a swiffer. this may be the 15th swiffer I have owned.
should I vote on tuesday?
.....
are you mad at me?...
....
Blackouts ARE exciting!
and BOMB THREATS!
one time we had a bomb threat in high school!
wow what a really super fun day that was.

Officially

i slept in this saturday in case you were curious.
and am positively SURE that I could have slept all day.
today I came to the conclusion that I dont really like talking about washing machines.
I dont know why I am uninterested in washing machines and laundry.
I know that its a topic that can be easliy discussed and stories can be shared and related about how one time someone you knew turned someones whites all pink or all gray.
hysterical.
so why dont I give a fuck?
I am so off topic right now its ridiculous.
off topic meaning DELIRIOUS!
DELIRIOUS FROMALL THE HAPPINESSVIBES I HAVE RECIEVED TODAY.
AND YESTERDAY.
i think i meant topost some more pictures in this post but i guess I am notmeaning to since I cant and wont be able to.
your loss.
actually this ENTIREPOST IS A MESS!!
I cant do this!!!!!
GET IT???
i know most of the answers deepdown in my soul depths.
I know what people expect and I know what they want and its equals a lot.
and i will not deliver.
I will only do what i can.
I hate it when I forget howlikeable and loveableiam i really am.
so fuck off.
and I love you too.
Forever Yours,
Kathryn

GOING TO HAVE SOME LEMONADE RIGHT NOW

I was lucky enough to get a NEW CAMERA for my BIG BIRTHDAY.
My other one had some lens problems. so cool awesome and radical.
so yeah.
I also was harrassed by one of my best friends about all my shortcomings.
I enjoy yelling too much on a whim.
and was told to slow my roll.
and it seems I love the internet too much and would shrivel up and die without the WWW.
and yeah. i wont go on.
I am having a birthday dinner tonight.
and I should be leaving for the gym right now. I havent been wanting to go to the gym.
so anyways I am goign to buy some new underwear today. and maybe a new top.
and maybe someother stuff.
cause today is ALSO my birthday!