operating as a unit

things I find comforting:
apple juice,
charlie sheen,
Dennis Hoppers voice,
foot rubs
and more.

i have been thinking that I would like a cat.
I know that is the wrong thing to think.
because i dont really think I like cats and I dont think that cats like me.
but i do want my fantasy cat.

SQUEAKY CLEAN! THATS ME!

my mom has to decorate this big Christmas tree for this special festival of TREES B.S. that goes on. the trees get auctioned off and all the money goes to the boy and girls of America club or something.
and she wants my help today.
super. I cant decide if I am going to drive the thirty minute drive to help her. I wonder how much help she will actually require from me. and she said that I could bring my gramma and that just makes me nervous. I dont know. I will probably end up GOING!!! maybe I will score another all expenses paid LUNCH outta the deal.
SOOOO! hear ye! hear ye! : if anyone wants my company today they better tell me FAST before I leave TOWN.
onto more fascinating topics-my dreams were all mishmashed last night.
I was out of my mind upset that I was NOT a HAWAIIAN TROPIC GIRL!! i missed the entire contest. so that was too bad. and then there were some monsters and some driving of cars at TREMENDOUS SPEEDS.
HOLY CLUSTER FUCK. I guess I WOULDSTAMPMY NIGHTS REST AS A FAILURE. but thats ok. I am not upset about it.
my coffee tastes lousy this morning.

each time i do it

WHOA I AM RUNNING LOW.
my house is so spic and span it really is fantastic.
I made white fish for dinner tonight.
and this evening while shopping in RITE AIDE I was accused of shoplifting and i wasnt even!
maybe I did think about it. BUT I WASNT.
It wasnt a serious accusation anyways BUT STILL!

notice how I have ZERO COMMENTS!?!?
thats funny.
and notice how the latest comment read NO COMMENT
HAHAHAHAA
I was unable to sit in my norm seat in churchy poo today.

sensual

I just ordered myself a new fragrance. without smelling it EVER! I AM SOOOOOO ADVENTUROUS!
i bought it cause it has the word CANNABIS in the title. and it mentioned something about chocolate.
I dont wanna say anymore about it. it will be here next week.
fuck I think its is actually FOR MEN!

far too into it

picture of me just because i like it on a Saturday night. more to come later.

STOP THE FUNGUS

NOTE TO ME:i dont always have to be all the way honest.
and doing the samething over and over again and then expecting different results is the INSANITY.
and FYI I HAD A SUPER NICE LUNCH WITH REALLY GREAT COMPANY AND I FULLY ENJOYED MYSELF.
PRETTY MUCH ALL DAY I DID ENJOY.
I napped. thats what keeps me young.
it feeels like EIGHT THIRTY! NOT FUCKING SIXTHIRTY! i miss the sun.
should I quit swearing???
i would post a poll or something BUT then that might give off the impression that I give a fuck what you think.

the humor i do

my house felt like an icebox so I turned on the heat.
so many people have been talking about and to SANTA lately.
I know he hates me. but he just ACTS like he likes me cause he feelslike he HAS TO.
Santa should just be honest with me. or we will just continue to live this lie.
and Highway Patrol cars should stay out of regular people car washes.
dont they have special car washes for them? goodnight.

details on injuries

SO yeah I am a little confused about somethings right this very hour. my rings on my fingers are about to faLL OFF. rings are sometimesannoying. but pretty. but mine seem too big or my hands are toosmall rightnow.
ahhhhhhh HA! something funny is goign ON! SOMETHING FUCKING DUMB AND STUPDI!~ making me insane in the head.
and YOU CAN GO OOOH I TOTALLY KNOW what she is talking about.YEAH She is talkign about bla bla or ME ME or whatever you come up with in your head. but I know what I am saying and I am saying that dumb stpiud shit is happening alll around and its overwhelming and i know what I am saying that about.
and I dont like using the word SHIT. it downgrades everything.
this BLOG is a downgrade.
I should have spent the night at my friends HOUSE! I KNEW! IT!
but I thought oH NO OUT of the question I should stay home in my own house.
damn me.
and i forgot my CAKE OVER THERE!@!@!!!!
and some chicken.

GO TO THE TOP AND CLICK THAT RED BUTTON

i am fine. but when I try to blog its like I CAN'T. I cannot think of sentences and the ones I do think of sound too familiar. I feel I am sometimes actuallly and then me and myself feeling good. huh? and then I just start making up crap. and then i starttoswear. and then Istart using too many letters in words and using two words together too too much. it all very redundant.
and i am unsatifisfied with my vocabulary. I need to read a book.
what I need to do is get dressed, wash my pretty face, take a short but enjoyable walk, and then visit my gramma for lunch.
OH! OK! thats what I willdo. I bet my gramma is out with her friends already. odds are that I will not seemy gramma forlunch so I should watch out that I dont set myself up for disappointment. that is easily done when you set concrete plans in your head. but thats how it goes.and I am GLAD AND HAPPY THAT I KNOW THIS. I have to get all ready and set.
I am freeezing cold right now.
is that good for now?

its just a gift

the battery in my camera is DEAD.
can nothing hold a charge???
GIVE ME A BREAK!!
i am in such a good mood.blablablablgblahblogbunchastupidcrapblablaubluuuublaa!!!!#$@$%RTADFUIWGOU